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Tuesday, May 22, 2012

For Peace & Prosperity



Is it just Nepal or the whole world going through the phase, “civilization in reverse”? After years of struggle to overcome the deep rooted racism within our society it seems like we are almost back to the square one!
 
Demanding federal Nepal is one thing but demanding ethnicity-based federal Nepal is totally absurd.

Now I am not an expert on the whole ethnicity-based federal Nepal concept but in my opinion this reason alone should clarify why it is not a good idea to go ahead with. Our leaders/parties should understand that the idea is not wise enough in the current situation because there are still thousands of people in our country who are unaware or ignorant about the true motive behind the ethnic based state division. More importantly these people need to understand that there are still so many people in our country who strongly support discrimination based on caste system. Hence to create states divided in terms of ethnicity in a country where people are still not liberal enough to respect each other regardless of their caste and social status is not only a huge mistake but a suicidal gesture.  
Little knowledge is dangerous therefore unless the whole country doesn’t understand the full concept of equality regardless of caste and ethnicity; it will be utter foolishness to shove the decorated palate of ethnically divided states on their table. It is a matter of simple common sense and willingness towards the longevity of peace among the people to avoid such horrendous error which will definitely expose us to the landmines of dispute. All one has to do is think about the impact on the whole county when people will start using their ethnicity majority to dominate the minority people of other ethnicity. All the ethnic tolerance we brag about will drown in the chaos of conflict among people for more power and superiority. And the sad thing is the pride of calling our country char jaat chattis barna ko sajha phulbari might dissolve in the polluted swamp of greed (power and corruption).
These days most of us are wondering who actually initiated this mayhem! We even dwell on the thoughts such as whether it all started as a shortsighted plan of some political leader/party or is it some cruel hidden agenda to break this country into pieces?  Many of us discuss all these issues now and then and most of us do not have any idea regarding the purpose of this chaos and the people behind it. Moreover it also makes us wonder if it’s our ignorance or irresponsibility that has led us to this day. The laidback-ness within each of us and the obsession to leave this country for good or bad must have blinded us so much that we forget to participate in our simple duties like voting and choosing the appropriate leaders. Furthermore most of us do not even know exactly what is happening in this country! Maybe it’s totally our fault or maybe no body ever cared enough to carefully justify the need of ethnically divided states. But the truth is this whole idea is still alien to most of us. 
Well, for instance let’s forget the aftermaths and focus on the current situation of our country. Only few days back, there was this news blaring on the TV, the general secretary of the NEFIN, Ang Kaji Sherpa claimed media was biased and shouted on top of his voice that they will not spare “Bahun” journalists who are trying to hinder their bandha programme! Whatever the situation be, discriminating people over the national television is totally irresponsible and unacceptable, and in fact a crime. 

Now some people might think than am targeting the Sherpa Community and take this as an attack or insult but the thing is I am only mentioning what I saw and what my opinions are. Had it been any other people from any other ethnicity the reaction would have been the same. 

The bottom-line is be it state or be it any other sector, dividing them should never be based on the ethnicity/social status. Sooner or later the volcano of conflict will surely erupt destroying the whole country.

Change is good. But it is necessary that the change lead us to better outcome, fewer conflicts and peace. The indefinite bandhas and todfod is an easy way to convince government to agree with the absurd demands but if we rationally think about these self inflicted and self harming actions of ours then it will definitely make us realize that we are living up to the idiom ” afnu khutta ma afaile banchoro hannu.”

No matter what, all we want is peace and development in this country. And the only way to achieve our goal is by living in perfect harmony, learn to overlook the ethnicity, religion, social status and even the sexual preferences. Respect people regardless of what they are, where they belong and what lifestyle they choose to live. Nepal will move ahead only when we start believing in unity. For the sake of whole country let’s forget the differences and unite as one. And hell, this is not hard for us, we have lived with this culture since the time of our Late King Prithvi Narayan Shah! He united us and encouraged us to live in peace and harmony. This is our history, and we have always been proud of it. So let’s not destroy what we have preserved and believed in for years. 

Hence, if we must divide, then lets divide states in a way which will not only help in the development of the country but which will also helps us maintain peace and harmony. Let’s at least honor those blood and lives that fought for the unity, equality and peace. May our country prosper with peace :).

Friday, May 18, 2012

Never Give Up :)


There are times when I just can’t hold back
And as this pain inside my chest grows sharper
Hopelessness starts pounding its big fists
Knocking down the wall of my patience
Triggering the avalanche of fear in my head to burst
Bringing down the tiny flakes of hopes I had been hanging onto
Squashing all my plans and dreams
And as I struggle to hold on to the bits and pieces
I see them slowly sinking in the deep sea of void

The darkness spreads its wings
To invade me
Helplessly flapping and gaping stretched on the floor
I slowly let my spirit drown
And as I lay waiting for the end
I feel a warm drop of salty water hanging somewhere down my right cheek for its dear life
Making me realize that I am not alone
Not alone to be scared of losing myself in the vastness of the cold nothingness
So like some drowning hero I gently whisper on its ear
Let go my friend for you shall find your way through it
This is not an end
For you shall rise again
And things will be different
But that wont matter and it should not matter
Cherish, rejoice, live, learn
Have no regrets
Cause in this life there will be many ups and downs
Understand you win some and you lose some
But none of that is important
What is important is that for you to be able to find your way back again
And every time you find your way
You shall travel, explore, and see things,
And there will also be times
When you will find happiness that will exceed all your expectations
And your tiny feet shall dance, run and jump
You will appreciate even the bitter memories
Because without them you would never know the value of happiness
And yes you will survive through every odd
And impossible as it may sound but there’s nothing you can’t defeat
Cause if you believe
You can survive anything
Anything and everything
You will always be above it
Some stomped beneath your feet
Some as distant bitter realities
Some treasured happy memories
But you will overcome all the hurdles
Cause you are a warrior, a believer, a dreamer and a survivor
So no matter how dense be the darkness
It can’t keep you from moving ahead
So let go my little friend
There is nothing to fear
And as you leave all your fears behind
You will come across your true strength
And it might surprise you
For you will realize you can take more than you ever knew
You are boundless
No walls, No chains, No Darkness
Can hold you back.

And softly my little friend nods
Hinting me that it’s ready to take the free-fall
And as it takes its leap of faith, it calls out
“Well, then we shall meet again!”
And at that point it hits my head
 That this pain and this darkness are not permanent
And as hopeless as it may seem but this is not the end
It’s just a phase, a phase I can get through
Cause I am a believer, a warrior, a dreamer, and a survivor.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Falling in love is a luxury,
unaffordable dream for poor and needy