Never Give Up :)

There are times when I just can’t hold back

And as this pain inside my chest grows sharper

Hopelessness starts pounding its big fists

Knocking down the wall of my patience

Triggering the avalanche of fear in my head to burst

Bringing down the tiny flakes of hopes I had been hanging onto

Squashing all my plans and dreams

And as I struggle to hold on to the bits and pieces

I see them slowly sinking in the deep sea of void

The darkness spreads its wings

To invade me

Helplessly flapping and gaping stretched on the floor

I slowly let my spirit drown

And as I lay waiting for the end

I feel a warm drop of salty water hanging somewhere down my right cheek for its dear life

Making me realize that I am not alone

Not alone to be scared of losing myself in the vastness of the cold nothingness

So like some drowning hero I gently whisper on its ear

Let go my friend for you shall find your way through it

This is not an end

For you shall rise again

And things will be different

But that wont matter and it should not matter

Cherish, rejoice, live, learn

Have no regrets

Cause in this life there will be many ups and downs

Understand you win some and you lose some

But none of that is important

What is important is that for you to be able to find your way back again

And every time you find your way

You shall travel, explore, and see things,

And there will also be times

When you will find happiness that will exceed all your expectations

And your tiny feet shall dance, run and jump

You will appreciate even the bitter memories

Because without them you would never know the value of happiness

And yes you will survive through every odd

And impossible as it may sound but there’s nothing you can’t defeat

Cause if you believe

You can survive anything

Anything and everything

You will always be above it

Some stomped beneath your feet

Some as distant bitter realities

Some treasured happy memories

But you will overcome all the hurdles

Cause you are a warrior, a believer, a dreamer and a survivor

So no matter how dense be the darkness

It can’t keep you from moving ahead

So let go my little friend

There is nothing to fear

And as you leave all your fears behind

You will come across your true strength

And it might surprise you

For you will realize you can take more than you ever knew

You are boundless

No walls, No chains, No Darkness

Can hold you back.

And softly my little friend nods

Hinting me that it’s ready to take the free-fall

And as it takes its leap of faith, it calls out

“Well, then we shall meet again!”

And at that point it hits my head

 That this pain and this darkness are not permanent

And as hopeless as it may seem but this is not the end

It’s just a phase, a phase I can get through

Cause I am a believer, a warrior, a dreamer, and a survivor.